Friday, 6 May 2016

Lines Written in Solitude

Sweet aching sounds come
From an unknown land,
Breaking the organised chords of life;
They enter into pure soul.

This sound that was once the melody,
The motion which afforded the paused breath 
A dancing life like a mermaid
And vision, chasing the phantom delight,
Are  now the tangled mists of burnt-out passion.

Ah, you sound, you motion, you life !
All are gone to strained land
Haply never to come back.
And moist ashes are scattered solely
Past me to sit gazing like flying fogs.

Hark ! this big bang honks
Of unfeigned relation
Where certitude of faith lives
And love gets its full fruition.
                                     © Written by Manoj Kumar Mishra

Love is but the Celestial Ecstasy

Living hangs swinging
On the two perches of life
And death. Death is a mysterious
Dream land and life a sweetest reverie
Of the day’s sleep.
Love is her sister
And passion passionate friend
Of which you and I were
The two inmates unknown.

Time with us travelled forlorn
And we made the desert
An oasis so sweet.
There were thus the flowers and buds
In which methink
Are now we players most known.

One day, a humming sound
Jaunted from Heaven
That you my heavenly Moon are
And I, your star,
Created by Lord
To live always afar.

But you and I and I and you
Played ever countless hide and seek,
Sat for a moment
In the Eden,
The loveliest place of God,
Conjuring the hymn of Love.
“For I am your blessed moon”, you said
“And I your brightest star”, I murmured.

Chirping of the birds,
And humming of the bees,
And bliss of the unknown
Thrilled our nerves
To be forgotten in the eternity—
Where there is neither life nor death
Beyond eternity.

And we sensed together incense of rose
In the sweet darkness of embalmed night
And took the wings of poesy
And had the longest flight
Where I and you were only dreamers
Nor any living, nor even singer.
You again muttered, “I am your Moon lovely bright,
Will you me forget ever sprite?”
I then reposed for a moment in brooding
And patched her gently thus asserting:
“I am not the part of this yucky world
Where men always live but love for a moment
I loved you ever and will love you ever
You are my part and part for ever.
Though we live always afar,
You are my moon and I your star.
I have promised to keep it alive
And I will do it till I survive.
If you keep it or don’t you know
I will live with this, and have my bliss!
And I will live with this to make you immortal
Like a melodious song of Nightingale.”

After I paused I saw her sobbing
Sobbing incessantly, dropping her pearls priceless
None was there to behold her grace
I only saw but half her passion
I became numb, and my sense was out
She lost herself and I myself
“Don’t do that”, said I, “O, don’t do that.
I am always yours and yours always be
Seeing like this I die and live
I live and die, don’t you see?”
She broke her silence by “you my star,
I cannot be living by living afar.”
The passionate feeling was never so intense.
She like Goddess embraced me now
And I, her part, had lost myself
With rolling tears in her eyes
She again thought to have her flight
But I said, “No, no, don’t do that.”
She became silent and I her embraced.
Thus she spoke as an elf mysterious:
“For women never forget once any loved
You may desert me but I never will
And will keep my promises till the decay
And even will live without ever you
Bracing your love in my tender heart
I never will but you may desert.
Women know well how to live with the name
But men only know how to live with the fame
I promise and promise and promise again
And will be the same and same I remain.”

This is the light you flung off to me
Which lighted my life with superb glee.
And have my bliss to the core of my heart
To stand out shining my sweet bright star.
I your inspiration always be and you be mine
And I and you and you and I would always shine.”

We came down then soon to the sense
We were now on the real living land
Where we saw the two paralyzed hands.
If they were the hands of the wicked eyed man,
We would have fallen prey to the omen. 
God's grace showered! 
He always saves the innocent and the weak
Whosoever asks for his bliss.
We turned to rejoice placid sea.
It was now the world at dawn.
We watched the ebbs of the tides
Coming and going, up and down
Like a sporting joyous fawn
Roaring with the pebbles and singing with the foam
Ships on the water dancing on the isles
As if a mermaid offering her prayers

And the another shore!
A blue crystal plate,
Prepared to give up the offerings of grace
Spotted sky as if its flowers
Golden sunbeams being its wreaths
Forged to meet limitless horizon.
Night was over and darkness bygone
We on the shore were souls lone
Scarlet was East and West had Moon.

It seemed to both living souls
That they were uttering divine philosophy
That they were then but frail incarnate
And on the pilgrimage to known infinite
Leaving behind mortal eyes
That all are fast subject to decay.
Drops of dew wailed silently
But we had had the immortal way
That Love is but the celestial ecstasy
Of the two blessed souls
Finding their rest in the Supreme Unknown.

                                                    © Written by Manoj Kumar Mishra

Beauty!

O, it must not die,
For it enlightens the human heart
And lowers the burden of heightened mind!

Oh! The thing that is affable to serene valleys
How can we seize it in our grip
With a single bond of faithfulness?

Beauty, the perennial source of ecstasy,
Smiles but in its lone
And never in the crowd!
                                 © Written by Manoj Kumar Mishra

O Earth! Why don’t You Listen

O Earth! Your innocent child is crying
And you see not behind?
“You bear and bear and bear drowsily
The burden of this groggy mankind.
What has made you silent?
Is this the happiness and sorrow
Or Science and Arts and Philosophy that borrow
The shimmering knowledge of mind inclined?”
For you listen not my tune suspended
That I am piping alone in the throng?
Why don’t you listen?
Have you gone mute or fancied deaf
Or are my cantos broken as leaf
Or do I sing of you disregard
Or you doom it not to go forward?
Who has afforded you unvoiced reward?
  
O Heaven! Your innocent child is crying
And you see not behind?
“You laugh and laugh and laugh at
The crowd of this dozed mankind.
Are you a monster gazing at your prey
Or are we the monster what you say?”
No, no, we can’t be monster.
We are chained by huge minister
Of Fate and Time not to chime.
We are fallen upon “the thorns of life
And bleed”; and you smile at out strife
To do in full and full destroy
Our little excellent glistening toy.
Or you are laughing your own delight
That you are near to greatest God
That we darkling Him cannot catch.
But He is with us
Forever, forever to lift and patch.
O proud heaven! Why do you smile?
We from you are away thousand miles.

Those days are not yonder far
When we live in a beautiful home
And together will sing of Holy Earth
The child, the young, the old and cold
All from Heaven and Earth and Tomb.

                                      © Written by Manoj Kumar Mishra

The phantom delight hangs no more!

O, bemused mystery of wonder!
You are the silver chain of fancy
And evening mentor of joys high!
And happy boon at noon
Or midnight’s roaring void
And wintery smile in moon?
Or perennial source of ecstasy
Or eternal source of sigh? 
Your stately presence baffles me!

Behold! how flower sings
And shinning dew drops fall
Past my eyes the young sun beats
Far from earth on heaven’s call!
My life beats like ball of fire
And memories whirl me back
Where profound light lacks
To shape in a gentle form--
A form that truly wrings.

When the warm blood lurked
Into my vessels sputtering and spitting
Like tinted drops from top to bottom,
Life sensed a disjunct frenzy in crowd.

A holy spring sprang into my vision
And blessed gently every fabric of numb soul, hence,
Desert turned into a flamed lamp.
And vanished quickly the illusion elf
Ere I woke up in a blossomed sense!
The phantom delight hangs no more!

You have tolled me back from death to life
And poured forth nectar in my bosom.
Where are you my waking dream?
In the next valley glades?
Ah, you are forlorn!

Heavy heavens lower on me
And chained prisoners chase
This drowsy frame breaks.
How soon fancy fades away
In deep valleys—far, far, away, away!
Hark! This sweet feeble voice…..
Wasn't it the same murmuring music
Just past, is now no more?

Adieu, adieu you vision!
Adieu, adieu you elf!
You are a fancy of fugitive mirth.
Days and nights are eternal
On limitless horizon and deathless earth.

Your presence lingers in my entangled memory
Like a meaningful moment of past.
And how enchanting were you
Even for a short while!
Oh, the memory of what had been
No more for ever shall be!
                                           © Written by Manoj Kumar Mishra

Present is Present

Past, past and gone past
Do they ever anything cast?
They do. They mould.
They shape, they truly cast
The actions of present
And advent future
To be or not to be
To abide or glide.

Comers will be coming
Goers will be going
Men will be living
Living and dying
Dying on bed
Living being fed
They will be lying
Lying on earth
Spying on grave
Fighting like brave
Laughing their mirth
Pleasure to unearth
And glory to crave.

All will then
Inseparably remain
With them to retain
Their sorrow and moan
Moan and grief
The knotted tale warrants so brief.

All are friends
Of men in silence
Who is dumb pretending
And deaf withstanding
Deaf not to hear
And dumb not to bear
The cracks of stone
Which grieves its groan.

The wolves in men
Now live in present
And leave their past
Past to die
And present to belie.
Lo! One more moment is gone
Present is present and past forlorn
On the perennial path of eternity
Where there is no life nor death. 
                                © Written by Manoj Kumar Mishra